faith lost - its official - there is a no god
I have officially lost my faith NOW and this time I think it will remain conclusive. I have lost my faith in god and in humanity at times before now but have had that faith restored. Not this time though. I can no longer convince myself that what I want to believe in is believable anymore.
I do see evil everywhere and there is evidence of the devils aids getting damn right busy. They are effective beyond doubt. I see no good being done by the servants of any gods and right now that's it for me. I am officially faithless in its original sense. I may now follow Ra to replace my faith with something spiritual and meaningful. I dont want to stir up any conflict or argument about this at all but something like this is important and those that know me may find this to be a revelation, that's the way it is.